nuclear

I feel like a nucleus in a nuclear reactor! where ever I go I get charged by electrons, till I explode, then all my electrons keep falling apart, then again the process repeats over and over again. I finish with university stuff, then I have work stuff, then visa stuff, work contract, then my land lord tells me that I should leave because they are getting rid of all the bachelors!!! (that's prejudice!!!!) then I find that there is a stick in my tire!!!! everything good and bad are happening! but it's just too much!